….collecting and wearing vintage lingerie. And if you’ve been following Me for a while, you know that because I’ve said it many, MANY (lol) times in My video clips.

So THIS, makes me very happy:

(I will *always* blur out usernames/names.)

I still have the $200 Vintage lingerie Shopping on My wishlist that I know one of you is going to purchase. Such an easy way to please Me. 😊

I actually have something new (vintage) coming next week. A pink lace nightgown/robe set. AND….today I’m going to be shooting new clips with a beige-y/peachy lace & chiffon vintage nightgown. Here’s a peek from a short clip I posted on My Loyalfans last year:

I just LOVE ultra feminine styles with lace, chiffon, peplums, ruffles (just not *too* much lol), floaty, ethereal and perfect for showing off My curves.

And yes, I’m working on something NEW. More details in time…

‘Financial Adoration’ is a term I’ve been using since about 2015/2016.  I much prefer it to ‘Financial Domination’ or even ‘Findom’. I feel those two kind of carry so much baggage with them. Too much fantasy fodder. (And I hate the word ‘paypig’.)

Financial Adoration should come from a place of WORSHIP and a desire to SERVE and be useful. NOT because you need to be fucked-over, blackmailed or humiliated. Those are self-serving kinks and I don’t engage with that energy.

Financial Adoration is an opportunity for you to show Me through your actions, not your words, how much you want to please Me. How much you wish to be of service and ADD to My life and happiness. It is the ultimate submission and the only form I acknowledge.

Buying clips is NOT Financial Adoration. Paying for a subscription is NOT Financial Adoration. Those are transactions and you are getting something in return for your money. And that is NOT what Financial Adoration is about.

Financial Adoration is a self-LESS act and that’s the beauty of it. ✨

Mmmmmm. I LOVE having My pampering paid for. No message this time, just the selfless act of pleasing ME. 😊

When I say Goddess Worship, what I mean is:

Goddess = Female/Woman

Worship = Reverence, respect, adoration

And a man showing his appreciation of the Divine Feminine. For My Divine Femininity.

It’s not a kink or a fetish. It’s your purpose.

In the beginning, there was the Goddess, creator of all life. Mother Earth. Mother Nature.

Every human being came from the body of a Woman.

The average menstrual cycle is 28 days and the average lunar cycle is 29.5 days. Coincidence? Or a mysterious link….. Women and Nature.

Goddess Worship is what your soul craves. It’s innate. It’s why you’re here.

Good.

I received My first gift off My new Wishlist. Nice!

I have created a Throne Wishlist and added the link to My newly updated Worship page. My Contact page has also been updated.

For the foreseeable future, the only place to contact Me is Loyalfans.

My next goal is to get back into some kind of regular blogging. After all, this is how I communicate with you. And how you learn about ME and what it is I am about.

More to come….

My Bleeding Hearts are in full bloom and look so vibrant!  The Spring weather has been much better this year than last. Last year they didn’t even bloom. Nature creates some pretty amazing beauty.

I am SO pleased that My MAMMOTH task (I mentioned in the last update) is finally DONE. I manually went through My blog and deleted like 3000+ blog posts and hundreds of pictures. It’s something I started a few years ago, but stopped because it wasn’t a priority at the time. The majority of the posts were hidden from Public view as they were in a “Private area” of My blog that I created a few years ago (for a select few). The Private area is GONE, but all the content was still there and I wanted that gone as well.

Years ago, I did actually blog on a regular basis. I’d post tribute screenshots, gifts, sexy selfies, teaser pics from upcoming clips and other random things. But then I wanted a “Private area” to share those things instead and only with the most devoted. So I did that and didn’t post publicly for a while. A few times over the years I’d share some stuff on the public side, but not very often. And then I just stopped blogging altogether.

Well, I wanted a CLEAN SLATE going forward and so I wanted everything GONE. And now, that is finally finished. *Crosses that task off the list*

I have updated My ME page and next up will be a revamp of My WORSHIP and CONTACT pages.

One more pic…..

Did you know that the word ‘bleeding’ is considered a “Forbidden Word” on adult content sites? (Along with many others and that list seems to keep growing every year.)

That’s why it is SO refreshing to be able to say what I want on My OWN site and not have to be bothered with censorship.

Some of the content I’ve been reposting to My stores is just not Me now. But it will remain, for now.

Such as…?

Cock control, JOI, masturbation schedules, cum eating, humiliation to name a few.

I used to say that cock control was a required part of serving Me and it was, at one time. But that time has passed. And it’s staying in the past.

Femdom these days is all about….GOONING. How exactly is that Femdom? Where exactly is the power and CONTROL in that? And before that it was poppers, homewrecking, blackmail, cum-eating, etc.

It’s so absolutely boring.

But….GOON anything sells. (Apparently). And that’s why everyone and their sister has latched onto it and regurgitates it over and over, clip after clip.

Why?

(I know why).

Things change, people change. Some grow, some don’t. I have enjoyed creating content over the years but it’s also changed, as I have. And it will again.

Yes, I realize it’s almost mid-month, but I do things on MY timeline. Always. And naturally.

I’ve decided this is going to be a transitional year for Me. Taking this break has really given Me time to mull things over. There are things that absolutely do not resonate with Me anymore and some that never really did. And it’s time to clear those out.

There are always changes going on, even if you don’t see many blog posts or new content. I will try to do a new blog post at least once a month to keep in touch, so to speak.

Meanwhile I am behind the scenes, brewing up My Mistress Magic and casting off all that no longer serves Me. Are you patient? We’ll see…..

I have been meditating daily for the last 4, almost 5 years now. I used to meditate years ago but I was never consistent with it.  And since they now have apps for *everything*, I wanted to try again.

At first I was really into it. But some days sitting still for just 5-10 minutes felt like a LOT. Some days My mind was buzzing and other days I could easily get into it.  And now I look forward to it. Taking a little mental break from this crazy busy world of ours and the constant barrage of information.

Meditation has brought such a wonderful peace and calm into My life. (Not that I have a terribly stressful life, mind you.)  But it just gave Me a beautiful clarity to My thoughts and more mindfulness to the present moment.

Just taking the time every day to shut out all distractions, sit and close My eyes and focus on My breath…. that simple practice is transformative.

And here is where I segue into why I brought this up….

The mind is where everything begins. With the right mindset, anything is possible. With the wrong mindset, nothing is. Everything starts with a thought.

And My content over the years has focused on the visual aspect of things. But these days, I’m more interested in focusing on what’s in-between your ears.

Imagine My voice and My words guiding you to a relaxed state where your mind drifts off and you forget everything else for a little while. There is so much to explore……